Fantasy and Solo

I have this fantasy life where I have two or three bff's (OK I hate that term), but best friends that is just always there. Available at the drop of a hat. Realistically I should add that I know this is not always possible. And sometimes when I say that I am not in the mood to go out, I don't need a friend showing up and insisting that they know better.. But nights like tonight after weeks like this week, I sometimes want some last minute friends.