It is no secret that I like Twitter. I like it like I love
Saturdays and flowers. For me it is more than staying up to date with breaking
news, chatting with strangers and tweeting my random thoughts and bad jokes. The
truth is much sadder tale.
As all tales starts, mine starts with once upon a time... In a house just up the hill, there lived a
girl that had another adult in the house. For the sake of the tale, let’s call him
X… Now the girl and the X was happy. They were happy until they got married
that is. Pretty soon they had three
beautiful princesses that lived with them. But Mr. X changed and was never at
home. The fairytale ended and the party started. Four girls in one house, well
that can only mean fun. Dressing up, make-up, reading and watching girly movies
while sipping tea. Skipping the sunset and horses, we fast forward back to my
topic.
Since I’m mostly surrounded by short people below the age of
6, my life lacks just a bit in adult conversation. I can talk and joke with them all day long, but
in the end I still like the odd conversations that don’t include me talking in
a funny voice, or drinking pretend tea.
I know I sometimes overreact to people who tell me I tweet a
lot. Some days I do, some days I don’t. I hate it when they look at you with
that face and say that “they don’t have time in their day for twitter or news
etc”. Tell me, can you can look me in
the eye, know me, and really think that argument holds water with me? I work. I
also do all normal homework. I just do it all for four of us, every day. With a
smile. And yet, I can still find 5 minutes in my busy day to keep up to date
and joke around. Magic really.
Flipping the soapbox over, I can also say that these last
four months have seen me be just a tad over sensitive about random things like
this. I am well aware of this. 99% of
the time I do not even react. It’s just that bloody comment, at the wrong time
that has me on strapping on a hard hat and taking a defencive stand. My tactic
is normally one or two well placed statements in defence of me, and then run
for the trees to cool off and realise that I over reacted to an innocent
remark. For this I’m sticking to the “I’m a girl” defence. Because the smiley, permanent jobless stressed
person that I was this last few months isn’t the real me.
It is nice to have a place to just put my random thoughts
though, so don’t expect any grand gestures from me like deleting my accounts
any time soon.
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